for the past couple of months I've been trying to write a novel. something tht would just be so moving and so relatable. so i thought id write a love story. something like pride and prejustice. it start very well. but the more i wrote the more it seemed lacking in passion. from myself. then after hours and hours i realize i could never write a breath taking love story cuz ive never have breath taking love in my life. all ive none is hearth ache and heart brake. so i decided i would write a painful stort. much like the heart brakes ive had in my life. ill post it shortly when im done.